There’s nothing dumber than a grown man
dressed as a cowboy
Testing out Ferraris off of PCH
Hey Marion go out west
On parental premonition
With your pock marked face
Hey Marion change your name
And pump your chest over John Ford’s grave
And now the governors on the horn again
He wants to borrow my clothes and watch how I walk
Alright, watch me walk
Yeah, “High Ho Silver”
Sundown comes again
I’m avoiding my wife and watching planes take off again
There’s nothing sadder than a last call
At airport bar with your name slapped on it
Checking new arrivals
Taking Polaroids with Mongolian tourists
You know Stalin tried to take me out?
But cigarettes were quicker than the KGB
You know I played Ghengis Kahn?
Man that’s fucking crazy you played Ghengis Kahn
And now the presidents on the tube
He’s selling fried chicken but eating caviar
The credits roll again
Im just another fake cowboy with a made up name
Just another fake cowboy with a made up name
Patricia, I’m going to marry you some day
I’m not the most attractive
But I’ll find another way
When we wake maybe I’ll be the Head of State
Or we’ll just ignore the trombones
And return from where we came
Patricia, the god damn hippies want me dead
But your sun kissed smile in eastern skies
Purifies my head
Patricia, we’ve got to get away
The blood they spilt in Dallas
Is trickling our way
Patricia, I dragged you in this mess
With the lives of other’s children
Weighing on your chest
And I know you’d rather be on stage back home
Upstaging Mary Astor
In spotlights of your own
Summer in stride on a beach side drive
You got your hair setting strobes in the sunlight bright
And that half pursed smile that drives me wild hiding all your secrets
Everyday feels like the first we met with your Mennonite blush from an office desk you said I never stood a chance at true romance and you preferred an actor
So I dropped the lawyer act for a cowboy hat and played a fifth string Curly in the middle act tripping over spurs and misplaced words all to your amusement
Darling don’t cry as we say goodbye
I got my eye on you from another life
Hey Patricia, you know you’ll never walk alone
Who knew that Anaheim had a country bar?
Who knew that Disneyland had a jail?
Who knew a two night trip
Selling Chinese baseball mitts
Would end up in unpaid bail?
Not I
Not me
It seems that Jesus Christ is out to get me
You know
Who did?
Six brown eyes In Bakersfield
All out of tears and looking to move on
It started with my daddy fighting every boss he had
Across the western 48
Kicked out of Garvin County for stealing Chevrolets
At least that’s what my mother said
Don’t call your father daddy
That’s just gross
I’m just saying that it’s gross
And don’t blame him
For the dumb shit that you do
Like hurting six brown eyes in Bakersfield
All out of tears and looking to move on
Who knew that Mickey Mouse had hand cuffs?
Who knew that Donald Duck looked good in stripes?
Who knew that spending life like a 2-bit country tune
Would lose you your kids and wife?
You know?
Who did?
Everyone who has ever and will ever live
From Socrates, to Gary Payton’s son
And six brown eyes in Bakersfield
All out of tears and finally moving on
Don’t call your father daddy that’s just gross
Osiris bent his beak just as a goof
And I spent three months in a hospital room
To sew my head back on my neck
I am a new man
I came home to rotten bouquets
It seems everyone was initially concerned
And that business is the one thing that never goes away
That French guy on the Jazz is touching microphones and my friend Wendy can’t stop texting me the news
If California burns to ashes
I’ll stick around and see what happens
I've got no where else to be
Cowboy accents bother me
I’ll take my chances and slip through the arms of god
about
Raj is in the process of mixing this pretty brooding record that digs into hacking through grief and realizing it will always be with you. Like a phantom twin. Very cool. Living in those songs for years had been weighing on me, and I wanted to get away from them.
I grew up in Orange County. Yorba Linda for those with brackets. A constant topic for any creative whatevers who grew up there is living in a conservative blip outside of Los Angeles, or “the Orange Curtain” as very clever people have called it. Sunshine and beaches and god and country. Got it.
I went down to see some family last fall. Instead of feeling all the “Orange Curtain” stuff, everything seemed fun.
They elected a conspiracy theorist UFC fighter to the City Council in Huntington Beach. Love it.
Richard Nixon’s corpse is 500 steps from a pie-centered restaurant where apple pie is nearly considered a condiment in comparison to that East Coast new money playboy, Boston Cream. Perfect.
Some middle manager in Irvine has a “don’t tread on me” bumper sticker on his Tesla. Who is treading on him? The regional manager? What is going on?
Does that guy have calf implants?
Do pilots flying out of John Wayne Airport really have to ramp up up their engines and cut them after take off because John Wayne himself didn’t want to hear them flying over his house in Newport Beach? They then named the airport after John Wayne? What?
Last month I asked Raj to record a bunch of stuff on the drums. I did the other stuff and now there is a recording on the internet.
Here is a stupid fever dream approximation of some other holy trinity of some other holy place. Thanks for listening.
credits
released April 19, 2023
Written and Recorded in March 2023 in Jack London's Childhood Shack. Next to all the chained down dog bowls and spoons.
Raj - Hitty Circles
Ryan - Stuff
Thanks to Lindsay. Love you and I’ll be home at 7̶:̶3̶0̶, 8̶:̶1̶5̶, I’ll text you when I’m leaving.
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The best way I can describe these guys is that they're fueled by the life essence drained from the members of ELO, The Beatles, and Steely Dan. Masterful chord progressions, soloing, songwriting...and damn, those drums! Smarmar
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