We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

The Freest Speech Ever Attempted Without Disintegrating (2024)

by B. Hamilton

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $5 USD  or more

     

1.
The doctors lined the doorway And whispered gossip low As a shout came from the room “Our boy is back” Alert the Vatican Tell the Pope he’s unemployed And “thank you for your work Enjoy these gift cards” Goodbye conflict Hello peace on earth It might take a billion lives That’s fine with me Is it fine with you? From coast to coast And sea to shining sea There’s a brand new golden age on the horizon Just don’t blame the jukebox If you don’t like the song Hey sunshine What’s wrong again this time? Cut to California In a diametric prime And a losing argument With a drive-thru speaker Oh, in time You’ll regret how you whined That you don’t care about Mars And just need my order Goodbye conscience Hello work at hand It might take three billion lives That’s fine with me Is it fine with you? From coast to coast And sea to shining sea There’s a brand new break in our reality Just don’t blame the machine For flaws in your design Hey sunshine What’s wrong again this time? Oh it’s such a burden to be the son of god These peasants will just never know the weight To calculate and demonstrate the future of a few Your sacrifice will be favorably viewed From coast to coast And sea to shining sea There’s a fun new way for all to be extinct You can’t blame detractors If it’s all of humankind Hey sunshine You’re living in your prime So what is wrong this time? Hey sunshine There’s nothing in your way except your mind Your mind Hey sunshine The world has been awaiting your arrival Hey sunshine
2.
I was listening in from the doorway I was a second-string ghost pushing charity And I could stay all day there Perfectly comfortable Knowing things would change when I had a say It’s just a feeling that don’t feel too delusional Loves all around me, I always feel safe Yeah, I’m honest Most of the time these days I’m honest Most of the time these days Just a singer singing songs under black clouds I’ll get away from here someday Who would take a complicated valentine With not much love to show? I spend the twilight redesigning cupid’s arrows And in daylight they’re disposed I’m looking for somebody that can understand I’ve got a stormy head of garbage and a restless hand I’m tired and lonely, I know I can change Yeah, I’m honest Most of the time these days Yeah, I’m honest Most of the time these days Just a singer singing songs under black clouds Just a singer singing songs under black clouds Just a singer singing songs under black clouds I’ll get away from me someday Some way
3.
Another morning, another day The things I say make people walk away When I’m just looking for a friend Someone to laugh at the absurdity Instead of handing off their misery Because Everyone’s exhausting Except for you Let’s quit our jobs and just disintegrate We’ll head up north beyond the Golden Gate And see how rich folks still stay calm Yapping Chardonnay with Spanish hens Till I get tired of myself again Because Everyone’s exhausting But you Oh the worries you can’t resolve Seem to find me anyway They linger on And haunt throughout the day But Time with you twirls without care Just like Rodgers and Fred Astaire Because Everyone’s exhausting except for you Oh the masses moving boulders Like some sort of Sisyphus I’d lend a hand But thats where they like to exist I hope this time ends differently And pray your presence isn’t charity Because everyone’s exhausting Especially me Especially me But, everyone’s exhausting Except for you
4.
I rose again To wash the feet of lepers Against their will Because I’m honest Most of the time And when I am not I’m the greatest liar Rubbing my temples to a pulp Im going home Palo Alto to Pretoria Luke paid for billboards on contrasting roofs They said “Be on your guard or face extinction” But what distinctions exist between freedom and force? These god damn peasants will never forget me I’m going home again From Palo Alto to Pretoria

about

My buddy sent me a message at 9:15 a.m. on November 26th, 2023. He told me to “write the great Musk album of our time.”

I read that weird Walter Issacson book about him and listened to all the interviews for a week or two. The points about him that people have strong opinions about were almost immediately boring. Underneath was how hard it is for him to relate to and communicate with other people.
 
You can have all the money in the world, but you can’t buy that, and it might be more unattainable with the more wealth and notoriety you obtain. That’s probably more human and universal than trying to go to Mars.
 
His presence has always felt super visceral in the Bay Area. Even if he’s on the other side of the world warning the IMF about artificial intelligence and dog currency, the Tesla plant off the 880 in Fremont is a monolithic reminder of his grand intentions. It’s always been funny that the same governing body (Alameda County) that gives me reminders about parking tickets I didn’t pay and taxes cans of Mountain Dew at the liquor store 100 feet from me, was preventing him from building a rocket to go to Mars during the pandemic.

So whatever. I tried to write a bunch of stuff about him, but ended up writing about the same loneliness and lack of connection that everyone has experienced at some point in their lives. It’s the same loneliness that humanity might be leaning into as we go toward whatever the future is.
 
I will release the songs that weren't used for this record on some Bandcamp Friday. They are mostly rewrites of “Little Deuce Coup,” but with lyrics about electric cars and Eugenics.

The cover art was drawn by Michael Rudolf. It’s a still from a video I saw of a lady hitting 10-G’s in an airplane. The topic of “freedom of speech” kept coming up in everything I read and listened to.
 
The idea itself is intangible, but people talk about it like it has a clear structure and regulations. Like a mathematical theorem. Or a public pool.
 
It reminded me of someone experiencing the punishing levels of gravity in a centrifuge. I kept thinking of some guy thumbing away on a cell phone behind protective glass, as a bookish engineer screams “Sir! He’s about to call the pope a b*tch on Twitter!” Cut to some high ranking military official that looks like Sterling Hayden in “Dr. Strangelove,” losing grip of the cigar in his mouth and muttering, “Oh my god….”
 
That is the first time I’ve seen all of that written out, and I regret everything. I regret this entire record. Thanks for listening.

credits

released March 20, 2024

Written and recorded after the last one. December 2023 to February 2024. Jack London Square. Oakland, California.

Raj played drums.
Ryan played stuff.

Joel Robinow played piano on the second song.
Patrick Brown mastered it.
Michael Rudolf drew the cover art.

AI versions of Bad Bunny, Lana Del Rey, Hank Williams Sr., Hank Williams Jr., Serena Williams, William F. Buckley, Will Smith, William Gibson, SpongeBob SquarePants, Elon Musk, Sonic the Hedgehog, Albert Einstein, Nina Hagen, Donald Fagen, John Wayne, Wayne Knight, Mickey Mouse, Donald Rumsfeld, Bart Simpson, James Baldwin, Alec Baldwin, Joe Biden, Joe Rogan, Hulk Hogan, Richard Nixon, Willie Dixon, Angela Merkel, Studs Terkel, Hatsune Miku, Shakira, 21 Savage, and Macho Man Randy Savage played singing on the last song.

Thanks for listening.

license

all rights reserved

tags

B. Hamilton recommends:

If you like B. Hamilton, you may also like: